Rachel knows : the continuation of Whoever said what u donâ€t
know canâ€t hurt
u was wrong
Ross looks around the apartment and doesnâ€t find Rachel anywhere
so he
decides to call Monica
Monica: hello?
Ross: Mon itâ€s Ross do you know where Rachel is?
Mon: Yea umm I think you should come over
Ross: okay Iâ€m coming bye
Ross walk into Monica and Rachelâ€s apt.
Monica: Ross hi
Ross: whatâ€s going on ?
Monica: Why donâ€t you ask Rachel ?
Ross: sheâ€s here?
Just then Rachel walks out of her room and not realizing Ross is there she
keeps talking and sheâ€s too busy packing a bag to look up
Rachel: I just need to get out of here Mon I canâ€t deal with
Ross right now.(
Just then she looks up and sees Ross standing there with a hurt and dejected
look on his face aww) Ross
Ross: Rachel I can explain
Rachel: Well Monica already explained for you okay and I donâ€t
care what the
doctor said.
Ross: Thatâ€s not fair
Rachel: Donâ€t tell me whatâ€s fair and not
fair okay? I donâ€t think itâ€s
very fair that you used me, lied to me, and made me believe that everything
between us was perfect ! All I did these past few weeks was ramble on and on
and on to Monica and Phoebe about how great and sweet and sexy and amazing
and loyal and trusting you are! How do think that makes me feel ? I told you
I loved you , I let you kiss me and touch me god Ross Iâ€ve
never felt so used
. And you know what the worst part is ? Itâ€s that I was used
by someone I
loved ,someone I thought would never hurt me,( at this point sheâ€s
about to
cry) and now.... I canâ€t even look at you Ross.
With that she walk out the door and is walking out of the building and into
the rain then she gets into a cab. Then Ross comes up behind her out of
breath from running.
Ross: where are you going ?
Rachel: Ross I donâ€t want you following me okay? Just leave me alone
Ross: I canâ€t do that
( Rachelâ€s cab drives her away and Ross is left standing there in the rain
Time lapse Ross is inside Monica and Rachelâ€s talking to Mon
Ross: she left
Monica: whereâ€d she go?
Ross: thatâ€s the thing . I donâ€t know (
and no I didnâ€t make those lines
rhythm on purpose)
Monica: sheâ€ll be okay
Ross: mabey....but I wont
Monica: Ross Iâ€m sure sheâ€ll call soon.
Ross: she wonâ€t talk to me
Monica: she just needs some time thatâ€s all.
Ross: I need to talk to her Mon sheâ€s probably alone crying
somewhere and I
canâ€t do anything about it.
Monica: mabey she needs to be alone right now.
Ross: but I need to talk to her.
Monica: well mabey itâ€s too painful.
Ross: and her being alone and upset isnâ€t ?
Monica: I know itâ€s hard to understand that she wants to
be alone. but seeing
you would just make her more upset right now.
Ross: well mew sitting here isnâ€t helping her or me.
( he starts to walk out the door)
Monica: where are u going?
Ross: for a drive Iâ€m gonna look for her
Monica: but you donâ€t know where she is
Ross: I donâ€t care Iâ€ll find her or at
least Iâ€ll try to. Iâ€m gonna go
crazy if I just sit here thinking about her.
Monica: Ross wait!
Ross: what?
Monica: ( defeated) I know where she went
Ross: you what?!
Monica: she made me promise not to tell you Iâ€m sorry
Ross: I canâ€t believe this ...you know what just tell me
ok? Iâ€m not gonna
waist anymore time here.
Monica: sheâ€s staying at the ___ Hotel itâ€s
upstate hereâ€s the address and
the number
Ross: thanks but Iâ€m not gonna call her. Knowing her sheâ€d
probably just
leave before I could get there.
Monica: okay well sheâ€s in room # 14
Ross: okay well I better go bye
Monica: bye...good luck
Time lapse
Ross is driving in the rain trying to find Rachelâ€s hotel
room
He finally finds it after 2 hrs of driving and he walks to her room door and
knocks and Rachel opens the door you can tell that sheâ€s been
crying then she
seeâ€s Ross there standing and she has a hurt look on her face
Ross: can I come in ?
Rachel: I canâ€t talk to you right now Ross ( she starts to close the door)
Ross: Rachel wait! You donâ€t have to talk to me just listen
to what I have to
say. please ?
Rachel: okay ( they both go inside) Iâ€m listening
Ross: okay well when your doctor was telling me about your amnesia I
explained the situation to him and he told me I couldnâ€t tell
you what
happened
Rachel: Ross that was weeks ago! When were you planning on telling me?! After
I figured it out for myself ?
Ross: Well I just I didnâ€t want to hurt you Rach ,and I knew
that once I told
you .....things would go back to the way they were before, when we barley
talked to each other. but I finally decided yesterday that I would tell you
tonight remember I told you I had to talk to you? Thatâ€s what
I was going to
talk to you about.
Rachel: oh ya like I really believe that. How stupid do you think I am ?
Ross: Rachel Iâ€m telling you the truth. I know I should have
told you sooner
but I couldnâ€t let you go..... .............I love you
Rachel: You know Iâ€m really starting to hate how you use that word.
Ross: what?
Rachel: I hate how you think you can just say that ....and it just makes
everything ok.... but it doesnâ€t Ross.
Ross: donâ€t do this Rachel ......what can I do ? Just tell me what I can do.
Rachel: You already did it.
Ross: Rachel I canâ€t loose you again....I canâ€t .
Rachel: Well itâ€s not your choice Ross . You should go
Ross: fine but this isnâ€t over Rach ( he tries to hug her
but she backs away
so he just hold her hand in his for a couple of seconds looking into her face
but she looks down and then he walks out the door)
Rachel: yes it is( Rachel breaks down and cries)
Ross decides to get a room in the hotel and after going to the lobby and
purchasing his room he goes up and sees that itâ€s right next
to Rachelâ€s
room. He reluctantly goes inside fighting the urge to walk into Rachelâ€s
room
. When he gets inside he can hear her through the wall crying.
Cut to
Rachel on the other side of the wall in her room. Sheâ€s crying
still an
talking to herself
Rachel: why do you do this to me Ross why ?
Cut to Ross
Ross: I donâ€t know Rach all I know is that I love you
Rachel sits on her bed continuing to cry as Rossâ€s eyes starts
to tear up as
well.
Time Lapse
The next morning
Ross and Rachel are still in their rooms alone thinking .....about each other
Ross walks out his door and stands there in front of Rachelâ€s
wondering if he
should go inside or not just then Rachel opens her door and sees Ross just
standing there.
Rachel: your still here?
Ross: yea I couldnâ€t leave
Rachel: oh .....
Ross: I mean I didnâ€t want to leave
she just looks up at him and they are held in a stare together ( or should
I
say they have a R and R moment but Rachel breaks it reluctantly)
Rachel: Ross I
cutting her off
Ross: Shhh ....donâ€t ( he looks into her eyes for a moment
and then kisses
her softly Rachel gets caught up in the moment but then pulls away)
Rachel: Ross .....no.
Ross: but I
Rachel: Iâ€m sorry ( she walks into her room and closes the
door Ross sighs
and slumps down to the floor on his feet holing his head in frustration and
pain)
Time lapse
3 hrs later
Rachel hears a knock on the door and goes to answer it yea you guessed it
itâ€s Ross
Rachel: Ross
Ross: I just wanted to let you know that Iâ€m leaving I mean
Iâ€m going back
home .me being here obviously isnâ€t helping and itâ€s
too much for me. so
Iâ€m
gonna go
Rachel: oh okay
Ross: so when do you think youâ€ll come home?
Rachel: I think Iâ€m gonna stay here for a while
Ross: right well um goodbye
Rachel: bye
( Ross turns around to leave but then walks back over to Rachel before he
reaches the door)
Ross: I just I have to tell you something before I go Rach I want you to know
that those 3 weeks I had with you were amazing and I know you think I used
you and I know I did a stupid thing by waiting to tell you but I was falling
even more in love with you then Iâ€d ever been before......
because this time
I knew what it was like to miss you and not be with you. And I know that
pretty much means nothing to you right now but I had to get it off my chest.
The only reason I didnâ€t tell you sooner was that I knew what
would be ahead
......this. I couldnâ€t end it. And donâ€t
you remember how in the beginning I
didnâ€t touch you or kiss you unless you did first and you
were all upset
about that well I was gonna tell you right then I wanted to but I couldnâ€t
you looked so hurt already so I didnâ€t. If I was using you
I wouldnâ€t of
cared so much abut hurting you and I wouldnâ€t have felt guilty
kissing and
touching you.
Rachel: you cheated on me and now this Ross Iâ€m sorry but
I canâ€t forgive
you I just canâ€t
Ross: ya well I knew I was gonna get hurt from the very beginning when I
chose not to tell you so I guess I had this coming . Please come home soon.
Iâ€m really gonna miss you.
Rachel: Goodbye Ross
Ross: bye
Rachel: wait!
Ross turns around
Ross: what?
Rachel kisses Ross softly but Ross breaks it pretty quickly
Ross: why do you have to play with my heart like that ?
Rachel: I just
Ross: Forget it....... bye
Rachel: bye
Ross leaves
Montage of the next 5 days during this the song worlds apart by Journey plays
(hey donâ€t trash it until youâ€ve heard it
everyone has a guilty pleasure cd
plus the lyrics are perfect)
Ross is driving back home and he has a tear running down his cheek
Here we stand
world apart, hearts broken in two
Rachel is in her room crying and thinking about all thatâ€s
happened in the
past two days
Sleepless nights
Loosing ground
Iâ€m reaching for you
Ross is at his apartment he sees Rachelâ€s bag that she left
from their last
date and he softly starts to cry
Feelin' that it's goneCan change your mind
If we can't go on
To survive the tide life divides
Rachel is in her hotel room she comes across a picture of Ross and tears
stream down her face as she recalls what happened when he said goodbye
Someday love will find you
Break those chains that blind you
One night will remind you
Ross is at his place with the guys and one of them mentions Rachel and he
gets a sad look on his face
How we touched
And went our separate ways
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Rachel calls Monicaâ€s and Ross picks up ,Rachel hangs up and looks hurt
Though we touched
And went our separate ways
Troubled times
Caught between confusions and pain
Ross hears Monica talking to Rachel on the phone and walks away
Distant eyes
Promises we made were in vain
If you must go, I wish you love
Rachel is riding in a cab going home and thinking of Ross as she looks out
the window
You'll never walk alone
Take care my love
Miss you love
Rachel goes inside her and Monicaâ€s apartment and Monica
is there talking to
Phoebe
Monica: Hey Rach youâ€re here !
Phoebe: hey your back
Rachel: I missed you guys. so whatâ€s going on ?
Monica: nothing really are you okay sweetie ?
Rachel: I guess ( obviously lying)
Phoebe: you are totally lying .
Monica: Phoebe!
Rachel: sheâ€s right Iâ€m a mess .
Monica: Iâ€m sorry sweetie is there anything we can do ?
Phoebe: wanna talk about it ?
Rachel: I guess so. Ok well after I took off in that cab.........
She finishes telling them what happened
Rachel: and I just donâ€t know what to do
Monica: wow .....I donâ€t know what to say
Rachel: tell me what to do
Phoebe: but we canâ€t you have to figure it out on your own
Rachel: ya I guess so but this is so hard.
Monica: we know honey
Phoebe: your still in love with him right?
Monica: Phoebe!
Phoebe: oh come on like you donâ€t want to know
Monica: thatâ€s true
they both look at Rachel for an answer
Rachel: well I guess.....anyway that doesnâ€t matter because
I canâ€t be with
him at least not now .
Phoebe: but why not if you still love him ?
Rachel: because I just canâ€t forgive him for what he did
....I canâ€t. He
really hurt me and it kills me to see how this is hurting him but I just
canâ€t be with him right now. I just I feel so used.
Monica: you know he really does love you and he was really worried about you
when you were in that coma Rach. I think heâ€s telling the
truth.
Rachel: I donâ€t know you know what can we just not talk about this right now ?
Monica: yea sure
Rachel: Iâ€m gonna unpack
Monica: okay
Time lapse
Rachelâ€s just finished unpacking the girls are talking and
Ross walks in
Ross: hey Mon
Monica: hi Ross
Ross: Would it be okay with you if I .....he sees Rachel come out of her room
and stops talking then just stands there looking at her for a moment
Monica: what were you asking me Ross?
Ross: oh right sorry well I was gonna ask you if I could stay at your
apartment tonight cause my place just got painted inside and the fumes are
really strong but um....( He looks over at Rachel) you know what I think Iâ€ll
just ask Joey and Chandler.
Monica: are you sure ?
Ross: yea Iâ€ll see you later bye
Monica: bye
Ross leaves and the girls look over at Rachel who looks very hurt
Monica: are you okay Rach ?
Rachel: ya Iâ€m fine. Ya know what I think Iâ€m
gonna go take a walk Iâ€ll
see
you guys later.
Monica/Phoebe: ok /bye
Rachel leaves and Monica and Phoebe start talking
Monica: I canâ€t believe this is happening again
Phoebe: I know they already went through that whole breakup and now this.
Monica: I hope they can fix this somehow
Phoebe: what do ya mean ?
Monica: well it looks like they canâ€t even talk to each other
and that has to
change because their gonna be around each other all the time.
Phoebe: ya I wish those two could just be happy.
Monica: ya I know we all do sweety.
To Be Continued............