This is going to be a diff type of fic in the regards that It will not be in script form. It takes place in season 7, everything is the same as far as M and C are still planning the wedding/engaged etc.. Joey and Pheebs are the same and so on, the big difference is that Rachel is seriously dating and living with a man named Gregory(Greg) who is a Marketing Consultant.
Rachel walked tiredly into the apartment she shared with her boyfriend Greg.
She had, had a rough day at RL and wanted nothing more than to sit in the recliner
and put her feet up. She walked into the living room anticipating the coziness
of the chair and wondered if their would be anything good on tv to watch, perhaps
a movie or a good E Behind the Story episode. What the
Rachel stopped
in her tracks as she realized the chair was no longer in the room. Greg
she hollered, Greg Honey, wheres the Easy Chair at?
Oh, that Greg said as he walked into the room. Yes, that
Rachel said saracsticly. Where the hell did it go? Dont
raise your voice at me. I sold it You did what? Rachel asked with
a feeling of sicking horror in her stomach. I sold it Greg replied.
Someone has to pay the bills around here and since you refuse. Damn
you Greg, I dont refuse to pay the bills, I refuse to be the only one
paying them, there is no reason you cant get a job, I refuse to give you
all of my money to pay bills when you are perfectly capable of getting off your
lazy ass and contributing some money.
Excuse me, you would be no where if it wasnt for me he replied as
he began to shake his finger in her face. Dont forget I am the one
who let you move in here after Monica and Chandler kicked you out, they didnt
want you there, remember they got tired of you, just like everyone else has,
I am all you have and dont you forget it.
I just dont see why I have to be the one to pay all the bills all
the time, you are not crippled, youre not stupid, you need to get a job
and do something, I cant support both of us, I cant. Rachel
said as she tried to explain her thoughts and feelings to Greg. Speaking of
work Greg said, didnt you get paid today. Yeah
Rachel replied. Well how much? Rachel thought to herself how much
she wanted to lie, how she wanted to sneak to the bank and cash the check and
keep money for herself but she knew it was useless, Greg would eventually get
the truth from her, he always did. She didnt know what it was, it
was like he had this power, this control over her and she was helpless against
him. So he repeated. It was 3,000 dollars Rachel said(AN:
I have no clue how much anyone would really make in a job at Ralph Lauren but
I figure 3,000==6,0000 per month= 72,000 a year. ) Alright give me the
check so I can buy groceries he said. No Rachel repied, surprised
for a moment by the assertivmenss in her voice. What did you just say
Greg asked I said no, this is my money, I earned it and Im
keeping it for myself. Oh thats fine, thats great, just
go ahead and be a selfish bitch, see if I care. Greg said. But
remember, when no one would let you stay with them, when all your friends said
they didnt need or want a roommate I made a place for you. When no one
else cared, I was there. I have been there for you for 2yrs now and I have loved
you, I have done so much for you and this is the thanks I get. You need to stop
thinking of yourself and being so selfish.
Rachel thought over the past couple of years to herself, how when she had looked
for a place to live Joey had just said, I like being alone and Phobee had flat
out refused and Ross, well she wouldnt even go there. How the night she
had met Greg back after the whole Vegas wedding Fiasco, how kind and sweet he
had been and how he had always been there for her. He had dried her tears, listened
to her cry and complain and had helped her, so she owed it to him to do this
one thing. He was a part of her life, she loved him and ok so he was a jerk
sometimes, so was everyone. She knew in her heart of hearts that what he was
doing to her was wrong, that she didnt owe him anything or that she didnt
have to give him the money, but she had this fear that he would leave her too,
that she would be looked upon as a bad person, for hurting or deserting him
when he obviously cared so much for her and was willing to help her when she
had needed it. Wordlessly she handed him the check.
Rachel wandered into their bedroom and laid on the bed. She closed her eyes
and her mind began to wander bacl tp the day she had met Greg.
*************
Monica and Chandler sat on the couch and Rachel sat across from them in a chair.
Well I guess you wonder why we asked you to have this discussion with
us Monica said. Yeah, the thought had crossed my mind Rachel
replied. well the thing is, the thing is um, that is we, not you and me
we, but me and Chandler we Monica, would you just spit it out
Yeah, the thing is Chandler and I have decided to move in together. So,
we wanted to let you know since this means youll have to find a place
to live. I see Rachel said as she brushed her hair out of
her eyes. So when will this event be taking place? As soon as possible,
we really want to be together, so as soon as you find a place would you please
let us know. Yeah, yeah I will Rachel said. Monica?
Yeah Monica replied. Im really going to miss living
with you, it will be like the end of an era. Uh huh Monica
said as she started to kiss Chandler. Rachel waited for a minute but began to
realize that Monica wasnt really paying attention to her and didnt
seem to care that everything was changing. She left the apartment and wandered
across the hall to Joey and Chandlers. Hey Joe she said as she walked
into his place. Oh, Hey Rach So have you heard about Monica
and Chandler? About the moving in, yeah isnt it great.?
Joey, how can you possibly think it is great, everything is going to change.
Rachel replied. Rach, how can it not be great, now I can be naked whenever
I want, I can have girls over and Ill have privacy, Ill finally
have my own place. Oh so you wouldnt be wanting another roommate
then? Another roommate, hell no! I cant wait for Chandler
to move out, I am so looking foreward to having my own place. I
wish I felt as happy, but Im going to be left with no place t live.
Dont worry so much Rachel, just talk to Pheebs or Ross, just try
to make sure your not drunk when you do it. Hey first off Tribbianni,
he was drunk too dont forget, that wedding was as much his fault as it
was mine. 2nd Ross isnt even speaking to me nowdays so I doubt hell
be much help. Maybe Phobee though, Ill go see her right now, later Joey.
See ya
Rachel left his place and caught a cab for Phoebees. Hey Phoeebs
I have a favor to ask of you and I know its al ot to ask but it would
mean soo much to me if you could help. Well that of course will
depend on what this said favor is. Ok Monica and Chandler are moving
in together and I need a place to stay, Ross isnt talking to me and Joey
flat out refuses, he is looking forward to the freedom of having the apartment
to himself. Rach, I wish I could help but I feel the same as Joey,
I like doing my own thing and having my own place. But Phobee, I
have no place to stay, I mean I dont have the time or the money to find
a place, do you know how much they are asking for apartments in this area. The
only one I could afford is at least 3 subway rides away from all of you.
Well, gee Rachel, maybe youll just have to grow up and deal with
this on your own. Its about time you started thinking of someone besides
yourself. Oh my god, Phobe that is soo unfair. Yeah,
maybe but I call um like I see um. Fine, thanks for all your help,
goodbye. Rachel grabbed her coat and stormed out the door.
A few hours later she found herself wandering down 15th avenue and into a bar.
She was cold and her head was pounding and she felt the start of a backache
coming on, she wanted nothing more than one good, stiff drink. As she st at
the bar, absentmindedly stirring her Martini she was unaware of the man watching
her from across the bar, as seemed oblibious as he wandered over and sat down
beside her. So, whats your story he asked. excuse me?
whats your story, see its not everyday that a beautiful women
like you wanders into my life and I just wondered what your story was.
Oh well, no story really, I just had a hard day and needed a break.
Ah, I well understand the need to a moment alone, I come from a family
of 5 brothers and sisters. Oh, Im sorry you must think Im a totally
impolite fool, my name is Gregory, Gregory Lorzin. Nice to meet
you Gregory, Im Rachel Green. Greg extended his hand to Rachel and
they shook. If you dont mind, Id like to buy you a drink,
Id also love to lend an ear if you want to talk about whats bothering
you. Thank you, but are you sure you wont be bored, its
not really an exciting story. Im quite sure, I could never
be bored in the company of one as beautiful as you. So Rachel began to
tell the events of that day to Greg they talked well into the evening and the
hours passed until last call was called. Oh wow Rachel said, I had
no idea it was so late. Nor I replied Greg. It seems
as if no time at all has passed, I have enjoyed our talk so much. Would you
like to meet me for dinner tomorrow evening? Yes, yes I would really
like that. Here is my number, Ill be home from work by 5:30. She
handed Greg a folded slip of paper with her number written on it and felt a
brief surge of electricity as she brushed against his hand.
They met the following evening for dinner and for many more dinners and lunches
after that. The weeks ahead were filled with work and the search for an apartment,
Monica and Chandler were both constantly after her to please hurry and find
a place and even Phoebee and Ross started to get after her to move out and give
them their due privacy. She began to look foreward to seeing Greg as it was
the only time she found any peace and he was the only one who seemed to understand
just how hurt she was by her friends. They began to spend more and more time
together until it seemed as if she was with him every moment she had free and
thought of him when they were not together. She began to spend nights at his
apartment and suddenly without warning or thought realized she had fallen in
love with him.
*********************
Rachel laid on her bed and brushed tears from her eyes as she thought back on
those days, how happy she had been and how much she had loved Greg, he had seemed
like her only hope, her only oasis in what felt like a sea of turmoil. As she
brushed the silent tears off her cheeks she thought back to the first time they
had made love and the night he asked her to move in.
**********************
Hey sweetie Greg said as he pulled her into his arms. What
do you want to do tonight, want to go see a movie or maybe check out that new
play at Lindonwood Theatre? No Rachel said. I dont
really feel like doing anything tonight, I just want to stay in and rest.
Thats fine Greg replied, we could pop some popcorn and watch
movies here, or-hey, I have some home videos, you know just funny stuff from
when I was younger, me and my brothers and sisters and if you want we could
watch them. Yeah, thatd be great. She sat down on the
couch and Greg put his arm around her, she leaned against him as he began to
gently stroke her hair.
A couple of hours later when the movies ended, Greg turned and looked at her.
So what did you think? I love them, you were such a cute little
boy. Oh so Im not cute now? he asked jokingly. No,
not so much cute, more like devastatingly handsome. She replied as she
gazed into his eyes. He ran his hand down the side of her face, tracing the
outline of her nose and lips then gently cupped his hands around her chin and
pulled her in as they began to kiss. She put her arms around him and melted
into the feeling of his embrace. So what do you think about taking this
to the bedroom? he asked smiling. Rachel didnt respond but instead
began to unbutton his shirt as they walked towards the bedroom. Later that evening
they laid side by side on the bed in each others arms. Have I ever told
you how lucky I am? Greg asked. Not for a few minutes Rachel
said teasingly. I mean it Rach, Im so lucky Im with the most
beautiful women and we just spent and incredible night together. I dont
ever want this to end. These past 6 months have been the happiest of my life.
Move in with me Rachel. Rachel looked at him, hardly able to believe what
she had just heard. Did you hear me Rachel, will you move in with me.
Yes, yes, oh my god a thousand times yes. She answered as they gently
kissed and their arms began to explore each others bodies.
The next morning she returned home to begin to pack and to break the news to
Monica that she was moving out. Monica and Chandler were happy for her and of
course happy that now they could finally move in together. Later that day she
returned from a trip to the store, where she had collected some boxes for packing,
she was about to go into the apartment when she heard her name, she paused with
her hand on the doorknob and began to listen.
So Rach is finally moving out huh? Phobee said. Yeah and its
about time, I thought this day would never come. Monica replied. Rachel smiled
as they thought of how anxious Monica and Chandler had been to be with each
other. Well all I know Phoebee replied is Im sure glad she
isnt moving in with me. I mean can you imagine a worse torture than to
be living with Rachel Green. Hey, I had to live with her for 6 years
ok, if anyone deserves sympathy its me. Monica, you are a
saint, I dont know how you did it. Well, the good news is
shes moving out now and I dont have to deal with that hassle anymore.
The two of them continued to laugh as Rachel turned and stumbled down the stairs,
her eyes blinded by tears.
****************************
As Rachel laid on the bed, she allowed her mind to wander back to those first
few months they were together, things had been so wonderful and she felt as
if she was living in some sort of Fairy Tale. In those days Greg had treated
her like a Queen. She could still remember every scent, every sight, every detail
of the day he asked her to marry him.
*******************************
Rachel walked in the door, returning from an afternoon of shopping. Hey
Hon she said as Greg wrapped his arms around her and kissed the top of
her head. Go get dressed in your prettiest dress, Im taking you
out for dinner. So where are we going? Rachel asked as she
wrapped her arms around his waist. Oh that is privileged information,
but Iw will tell you this, wear something really nice. Two hours later
they left for the restaurant. Rachel was in a stunning black dress and Greg
was in a stunning dark blue suit. When their cab reached the destination Rachel
gave a squeal of delight. Oh Greg, Tavern on the Green, oh my god you
shouldnt have. Do you like your surprise Rachel? Oh
darling, so much, thank you, I love it and I love you. They walked arm
and arm into the restaurant and were seated at the table. Good evening,
can I get you two anything to drink the waiter asked. Yes, wed
like two glasses of your best Chardonnay. Greg replied. Certainly
sir. Dear please excuse me for a moment, Ill be right back.
Greg said as he rose from the table. He returned a few minutes later. Is
everything all right? Rachel asked. Oh, yes everything is fine.
He replied. They began to talk and laugh and a few minutes later the wine was
bought to the table. Greg picked up his glass and held it in the air, a
toast, to the most beautiful women in the world, the women who has made all
my dreams come true, to you Rachel. Rachel raised her glass and began
to drink, suddenly she stopped. What the, theres something in my
glass. She reached her hand into the glass and pulled out a shining gold
ring with a stunning solitaire shaped diamond. Oh my, oh my is this, this
isnt, this, this. Rachel Greg replied as he slowly bent
on one knee before her. You have made me the happiest I have ever been,
you are the smartest, most beautiful, greatest person I have ever had the privilege
of knowing. I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my days with you and
to make you as happy as you have made me. Will you marry me? Oh
Yes, yes, yes she cried as she jumped into his arms and they began to
embrace, the restaurant breaking into spontaneous applause.
The wedding was held on a beautiful June day, everyone in the gang came and
Monica was her maid of Honor, Phobee a bridesmaid along with her sisters, Jill
and Lisa. It was a beautiful wedding and even the awkwardness she felt with
the group, couldnt diminish her happiness. They all pretended things were
normal, but she couldnt quite allow herself to forgive Phoebee or
Monica for what they had said when she first moved in with Greg. For the first
few months of their marriage everything was perfect, but bit by bit it all began
to change.
***********************
Rachel walked into the house she shared with Greg, a smile on her face as she
anxiously looked forward to seeing him. She knew he wasnt due home
from work until around 6pm but she had plans to surprise him with an evening
out ot his favorite restaurant. She walked in the door humming quietly to herself,
stopping short when she noticed him sitting at the kitchen table. Greg,
honey whats wrong, what are you doing home? she asked. Sweetie
he replied I have some bad news. What, what is it? Ive
been let go at work. The company has changed hands and there was downsizing
and well, here I am. Oh, that, that is so awful, Im sorry
sweetie Rachel murmured as she began to gently stroke his back. But itll
be ok, I mean were not short on money and youll find something new
in no time. Yeah, yeah thats true. Thanks baby, you
always no just what to say. I was going to surprise you with a special
night out, but how about we jut stay in and order Chinese and then have dessert,
if you know what I mean. Oh Rach, you, you really are the greatest.
They stared into each others eyes before leaning in and beginning to kiss.
*********************************
I dont get it Greg, how can you have no leads on jobs, how can
no place be hiring, the paper is filled with ads. Just take a job, take
any job, we need money ok. The taxes are due and the heater is on the fritz
and I cant do it all on my own. Please would you just get something, just
somehow contribute money to this house. Damn you Rachel, do you
think I like not having a job, do you think I like not being able to afford
nice things. I worked too hard and for too long to just settle for some crap
job, I have standards and Im not backing down and it wouldnt hurt
you to be a bit less selfish. Greg, its just I have paid all the
bills for 3 months, I am sick of it, Im using my money to support us both
and you do nothing. You stupid bitch, dont ever say that again.
I have gone to countless job interviews is it my fault that the peple are friggin
morons. Greg yelled. Dammit Greg, you turned down that Media Relations
company because they refused to give you your vacation time until youd
worked at least 6 months. Oh yeah, youre soo serious about getting a job,
youve mad that really clear Rachel replied saracasticly. If
Ive said this once, Ive said it a hundred times, leave your opinions
to yourself and if you know whats good for you youll stay the hell
out of my business. Fine then what the ehll do I do about the heater?
Pay it yourself, use your money. What money, you said you
needed new clothes for interviews, then the car had to be fixed, my check from
last week is gone, I dont get the next one til a week from Friday.
Hmm, well then I guess we just go without heat then huh.
*****************************
Im going to Europe. Greg announced as he walked into the house.
Excuse me? Rachel replied. I said, I am going to Europe.
Yeah, I got that part, my question is, how do you expect to pay for that?
With my new job. What, Greg oh my god, Im so happy for you.
Rachel said as she ran over and kissed him. Tell me all about it
she murmured as she gently traced the outline of his lips with her tongue. Well
Im the Head Marketing Consultant for Omirize (and no that is not a real
company) Industries. The only thing is I have to leave tommorow for this trip,
have to go over some PR stuff at the Venice office. So, does your
wife get to come on this trip? Not this time, sweetie, Im
sorry, but the next one will definitely be both of us, I promise. Pulling
her close to him, they began to hug as he slowly lifted up her skirt and pulled
her into the bedroom. The next morning he was up by 6 am and after eating a
quick breakfast he left for the airport.
Later that week Rachel returned from work one evening and noticed the red light
flashing on the answering machine. She pushed the button and settled down to
look at the paper as she listened to the messages. Beep
Rach, hey
hon this is Greg, I had a bit of bad luck here, seems I have some gallstones,
Im in this hospital in Venice and I need to have surgery in the morning.
I dont want you to worry, Ill be fine, I just wanted you to know,
because I will be a couple of weeks late getting back home. If you want
to call me, my number at the hospital is 0-1-436-659-0065. Oh god,
Rachel gasped as she grabbed the phone and punched in the numbers. Hey
sweetie she cooed How are you feeling. Oh, oh Im soo
sorry sweetie, yeah, yeah of course its alright, you just get better fast.
Ok, yeah, oh uh huh, uh huh, yeah alright you get some rest then. Um hmm, yeah
Ill wait for your call. Ok, yeah, I love you, bye.
(1wk later) Rachel sat in her office, busy looking over the product invoices
for the Spring Line. Hey Rach, her secretary Linnsy said as she
peeked around the corner, theres a call for you on line 3. Ok,
thanks Lins. Hello. Oh Hi sweetie, what, what did you say, you need
me to do what? Ok, yeah, uh huh, yeah, ok, ok fine, whats the address?
she puled out a slip of paper and hurridly scibbled down an address and phone
number before hanging up the phone. Damn she muttered as she slammed
the pen down on her desk. Is everything all right? Linnsy asked
with concern. Yeah, no, well the thing is my husband is stuck in Europe,
he was on a business trip but had to have Gallbladder surgery and now he found
out the hospital does not take credit cards and theres a big hassle with
the insurance so he needs me to wire him money. Sorry Rach
Its ok, its not your problem, Id better go take care of this
though, Ill be back in about a half hour or so. Rachel said as she
grabbed her purse and walked out the door.
*****************************
Two weeks later Greg had returned home and was at work one Tuesday morning,
when Rachel realized that she needed his signature on some insurance forms.
She picked up the phone and dialed Gregs office. Hello, yes I need
to speak to Gregory Lorzin please. What do you mean there is nobody there by
that name, he works in The Public Relations department. Yes, yes Im sure
I have the right number, this is Omorize correct? Ok, ok well then I guess you
cant help, ok thank you. Rachel hung up the phone and threw the
stack of papers she was holding to the ground in anger. Damn him
she muttered I cannot believe he lied to me, he doesnt even work
there, theyve never heard of him she continued muttering under her
breath as she walked into their bedroom and began rummaging thru his drawers
and closet. She reached for a large vanilla envelope and began to ruffle through
the papers inside it, what the.. how the hell does he have a credit card, she
muttered as she looked at the credit card bills and receipts. Suddenly she grabbed
one and pulled it from the bag, Feb 19th, The Belliage Hotel, Hawaii. She tucked
the receipt under her arm and waited for Greg to come home for his lunch
break
Hey sweetie Greg called as she waltzed in the door, so what do we
have to eat for lunch, Im starving. Id offer to tak you out but
they need me back at the office for a big PR presentation. Oh save
it Greg, stop the lying right now. Rachel yelled. Dont get
that tone of voice with me and before you accuse someone of lying youd
better have proof. Sut up Greg Rachel said in an angry tone. I
needed you to sign some papers this morning and when I called Omorize they said
nobdy worked anywhere in their company with that name, that they had never heard
of you, and what is the meaning of this? (pulls out the credit card receipt)
Feb 19th huh, Hawaii huh, that is the date you were supposed to be havng Gallbladder
surgery in Venice. First off do not ever tell me to shut up again,
do you understand me, you dont ever(with the word ever he pounds his fist
on the table) tell me what to do. Second I dont know why the company said
I did not work their, we have a new receptionist she doesnt know everyone
yet, she probably just got mixed up and obviously there was some sort of mistake
with the credit card bill, it was billed wrong for some reason, you know how
those access codes can be. Greg said. But why have a credit card
in the first place, you are so in debt already, you really cant afford one.
Rachel, it is ok, with the money from work I can begin to pay off our
debts, and I can buy you pretty things with this here plastic. Things like this,
takes a beautiful Jade and Silver necklace out of his briefcase. I bought this
for you because I love you so much, because you are so beautiful and you deserve
to be happy. As he says this he places the necklace around her neck. Oh
Greg, its, its beautiful. She sias as she leaned over and
kissed him. How about if we watch some movies tonight, I know that Ashley
Judd movie you like is on HBO tonight. That sounds great.
Greg said, and see everything I do is for you, everything in the world,
every choice I ake and every little thing is for your benefit. Dont
ever forget how much I care about you and how you would be nothing and would
have nobody if it was not for me.
Later that evening Rachel pulled on a pair of gray sweats and a simple white
camisole top. Greg was sitting on the couach in a pair of blue boxers and she
sat down next to him and leaned against him as he began to stroke her hair.
So you really like this Ashley Judd huh? Rachel said teasingly as
she ran her finger up and down his well toned stomach. Do you think she is as
attractive as me? Well, let me see? Greg said jokingly. You,
you.. unable to come up with a proper insult Rachel lifted up a pillow
and began hitting Greg with it, he grabbed a bigger pillow and started to chase
her around the room, she ducked behind the couch and giggled as he tried to
catch her. As she tried to dart across the room, he grabbed her around the waist
and pulled her to the ground. Rachel laid on top of him and they gently began
to kiss each other. The kisses grew deeper and deeper as they started to explore
each others bodies.
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It was like that over the next few months Greg would be controlling and manipulative
one minute and sweet and caring the next. Rachels emotions were in a constant
tailspin and she felt she had to constantly be vigilant about not upsetting
Greg. Anything he wanted she would give to him, anything he asked she would
do, in order to keep him happy. But as hard as she tried it was never good enough.
Greg had began expecting so much from her and the stress of dealing with his
moods was beginning to take its toll. He had finally admitted in a burst
of anger that he wasnt working, that he had never had a job and although
he refused to admit where he went all day, Rachel had a strong suspician he
was going to the tracks and gambling.
Hi, Kate, yeah I wont be coming in today I think Im coming
down with a bit of the flu. All right, yeah, yeah I know I know this is my 4th
sick day, yes I know, I know I dont have too many more left, yes Im
sure Ill be fine by tomorrow Im going to rest today, all right Ill
see you then. Rachel hung up the phone and whirled around face Greg. There
are you happy I called in sick to work, again. Dammit Greg, if I keep this up
I wont have a job to go to. Does it look like I care about
your piddly little job? Greg replied in a condescending tone. Now
listen, I want my shoes waxed and polished today and when you do my laundry
youd better not use starch again. (under her breath) Dont
see why you cant do your own damn laundry. Dont you
ever back talk me again, do you understand? Greg screamed as he stepped
towards Rachel, his hands balled together in a tight fist. Yes, yes.
Rachel said softly. Good, because I control you, I control every little
thing you do, Im the only one who cares about you and dont you ever
forget that. You are nothing, you are meaningless without me, do you understand
me? Yes Rachel murmered. Yes what? Greg yelled.
Yes sir, yes sir I understand. Thats better
Now Im going to work and I expect everything to be done when I return.
He turned and walked out the door and Rachel let out her breath in a huge sigh,
finally able to relax. She paused for a minute to calm herself and to give her
body time to stop shaking, before settling in on the task of waxing Gregs
shoes. A few hours later she was startled by the sound of the ringing phone.
Hello Yes, yes, what, no, no oh please dont I promise Ill
be in tomorrow I wont miss anymore work, please.. sobbing Rachel replaced
the phone onto the receiver and tried to stop the tears from falling as the
realization sunk in, she had just been fired from her job.
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What the hell is wrong Greg yelled as he walked in the door one
Monday afternoon. I spent over 3hrs trying to call and tell you that I
need my blue shirt ironed for tonight and all I got was a recording over and
over, saying this number was
disconnected, what the hell have you done now? It isnt my
fault Rachel cried out, the stress beginning to get to her. The
phone company has disconnected the phone because the bill wasnt paid.
Why the hell wasnt it paid, you stupid bitch. Greg yelled,
not bothering to disguise the contempt in his voice as he looked at his wife.
Rachel was dressed in sweats and a white t-shirt covered with flour and spattered
cake batter. Cant you even look nice for me, I know youre
ugly and it hard to hide that fact, but cant you at least try.
Greg I, I was going to change, I was just making you a cake, see its
over there. Greg strode across the kitchen and looked at the chocolate
layer cake. Damn you, I never asked for any F*cking cake, you are such
a stupid whore, I swear its a good thing I married you cause you can be
damn sure no one else ever would. Thats not true Rachel
replied, her voice quivering as she forced herself not to back down. What
did you say? Greg asked as he walked towards her, his fist upraised. I
said thats not true, you dont know what your talking about and dont
ever say that again. Screw you Rachel, Screw you, you dont
ever, EVER tell me what to do he yelled as he slammed his fist onto the
counter causing the plates and glasses in the nearby cupboard to shake. He advanced
towards Rachel with his fist uupheld, suddenly turning at the last minute and
grabbing the cake, throwing it against the wall. Now clean that up
he yelled as he walked from the room, and then get your ass busy ironing
my shirt. Oh and I hope you dont have any phone calls to make in the future
because I know Im not paying the damn bill, we can just go without a phone.
Rachel, Rachel, hey Rachel Greg yelled as he ran inside their apartment.
Pack your bags, we are going to Maine
for the weekend. Maine, what, why, I mean
Rachel asked
as she came running into the front hall to greet Greg.
We are going to Maine to this adorable little Bed and Breakfast I read
about in Travel Digest. I figured we could
both use time away, but before you pack I have something for you. From
behind his back Greg retrieved a single, long stem white rose. Oh Greg,
oh, oh my god you remembered. Rachel grabbed the rose from him and held
it to her nose as she slowly breathed in the sweet fragrance. Of course
I remembered, our first date, you told me that you thought white roses were
the most beautiful and romantic flowers ever and that youd find it hard
not to fall in love with any man who gave you one. So you bought
me Roses the next day Rachel said, remembering back. I came to my
apartment and it was covered with Rose petals and chocolate kisses, and Monica
yelled about having to clean melted chocolate off her sofa. She said as
her eyes began to tear as she thought of the group of friends she had not seen
in such a long time. I wonder how Monica is, I womtimes wish we hadnt
lost touch, the last time I saw any of my friends was at her and Chandlers
wedding last year.
Thats not important now Greg replied. You dont need
them remember, we have our own life, our own world now and what matters is right
now, what matters is you and me together in this moment. Now pack your bags
and lets get going, Ive made plane reservations for 8pm.
That weekend was one of the most romantic Rachel had ever spent. The evenings
were spent with a cracking fire burning, and the feeling of security as she
laid in the arms of the man she loved. They talked of their dreams and hopes
and of their love for each other. Rachel told herself that it didnt matter
how angry he got sometimes, that what counted was how much he loved her, that
he was there for her. How could she hate someone who did something this nice,how
could she thing anything ill against a man who remembered a simple, rambling
story she had told on their first date, a man who would whisk her away to a
romantic Bed and Breakfast for the weekend.
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Rachel returned looking for work one evening to find the apartment very obviously
void of a large amount of furniture. Greg where is the sofa, and the blue
La-Z Boy my father gave us and the oil painting, my great grandmas oil
paintings, where are they? I sold them. Excuse me, come
again, you did what? Rachel asked as she turned and looked at her husband.
I sold them, I needed to buy some groceries so I sold them. Youre
not bringing in any money. Yeah, well I dont see you getting
a job either, at least I had a job, which I lost because of you. Dont
blame me for your own stupidity. Greg yelled Oh dont yell
at me, dont tell me what to do, I am so sick and tired of you constantly
telling what to say, what to wear how to act, you are not the boss of me. Now
what did you do with the money. I already told you, I bought groceries
with it, I was able to get 300 dollars at the Consignment shop for everything
and I went and bought some groceries with the money. Fine now where
are they? The groceries are in my room, I bought them and I will
be eating them, if you want food you figure out your own money to pay for it,
and dont even think of taking anything of mine. You, you stupid
bastard Rachel yelled as she grabbed the closet item she could find the
tv remote, although why they had kept it since the cable had been disconnected
long ago, she had no idea. She grasped the remote in her hand, her heart seeming
to beat relentlessly as she threw it at his head.
Greg ducked as the remote hit the wall behind him. What the hell is your
problem he yelled as he stepped towardsher.
My problem is that you sold my belonging, heirlooms that belonged to my
family, things that can never be replaced, you just took them and sold them
without my damn permission and you expect me to not have a problem with that.
Then you tell me that I cant even eat the food you bought with the money.
I have no money, none besides these two quarters(reaches into her purse and
pulls out two quarters) Hey its not my fault you didnt keep
better track of your money or save anything,
dont expect me to feel sorry for you because I dont. I
had money, dont you get it, I had money, I had thousands of
dollars that I spent on your hospital bill, when you were supposed to have been
in Europe on Business, and money I spent paying the phone bill and paying for
taxes and money I lent you for all those supposed job interviews you went on.
I have nothing, nothing left because of you. My friends havent talked
to me in over 2yrs, I have no money, no job and its all your fault.
Blinking back the tears that threatened to overflow, wanting just once to not
break down in front of him, Rachel turned and walked towards the bedroom, with
Greg following behind. Upon entering the room she reached up onto the shelf
of his closet and removed a bag of potato chips. As He walked into the room,
she ripped the bag open and began munching on the chips. In a flash Greg had
covered the span of the room, he ripped the bag from her hand and angrily pushed
her against the wall.
I told you not to eat my food. Did I not make myself clear, I dont
care how hungry you are, I dont care if you starve
to death, its not my concern and now youre going to pay for disobeying
me. He said as he raised his hand, forming it into a fist which he used
to smack her across the mouth.
Rachel looked up in shock as she felt the taste of blood in her mouth and felt
a searing pain through her lip. Dont you ever defy me again
Greg said in a menacing tone. I have told you this before, I control you, I
control who you are and everything you do. You will never get away from me and
if you ever, ever defy me again I will kill you, mark my words, you will die
and nobody will care. You said it yourself, you have no friends, you have no
job, no one will even care where you are.
Two days later Rachel sat in the kitchen, her stomach rumbling. Greg had taken
the food and hidden it in a padlocked cupboard, she had tried in vain over the
past couple of days to figure out the combination, every second that he wasnt
in the room. She glanced out the window and stood as a cab pulled up, in her
hands she carried three suitcases. As she waked owut the door she placed a sealed
envelope and a key on the Kitchen table and walked out the door.
Where to miss? the cabbie asked as she climbed inside. 122395
19th street please she replied as she closed the door of the cab and it
roared down the street. The cab came to a stop outside an apartment building.
Thank you Rachel said sas she handed the Cab driver money for the
fare and a tip. Hoisting her suitcases under her arm she walked into the building
and down a hallway, then rode the elevator up to floor number 5.She walked around
a corner and stopped before door number 534 and quietly rapped on the door.
Rachel, oh my, oh my god, what, what are you doing here. I,
I left Greg, I need a place to stay and I dont know where to go,
please can I stay with you Ross?
chapter two coming soon